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Bella Kay · 13,001 · 2026-07-27
This music video features a singer performing an emotional ballad about self-worth and toxic relationships while standing alone against a dark background. The lyrics express themes of forgiving past mistakes, refusing to blame oneself for relationship failures, and demanding better treatment from narcissistic partners. Visuals focus on the artist's facial expressions as they sing lines like I deserve better than a narcissist and It is not our fault throughout the track.
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My Reckless Abandon - out now! https://bellakay.lnk.to/myrecklessaba... shop merch! https://shop.bellakaymusic.com/ see me live! https://bellakay.lnk.to/live join my email list ;) https://drop.cobrand.com/d/BellaKay/S... credits: 'i deserve better' by @itsbellakayyy directed by @thenamesneema production company — @typefacestudio director — @thenamesneema executive producer — @aidenmagarian video creative — @t_abbo producer — @rozengiu production manager — @jeyjeysito 1st assistant director — @cobb_was_here choreographer — @auriana director of photography — @thenamesneema steadicam — @steadimandan 1st assistant camera — @ethansmithh15 2nd assistant camera — @sophiedonatella gaffer — @sebastien.nuta best electric — @jacksonmach_ electric — chris ginnaven key grip — @codyingham best grip — @boogie_savage grip — sebastian lam production designer — xavier martinez set decorator — @timber_son leadman — @leo.a.arroyo scenic — dani manning set dresser — doug stearns set dresser — will cragoe set dresser — talyn latour set dresser — phillip steiger set dresser — drew wall body double — @lovesanchezzzz atlantic marketing — @brittanyvinh atlantic creative director — @bbyb0ix atlantic digital marketing — @mehkiclaay @jeschwar @britt__fields team bk management — @adammersel team bk management — @priscillabfelten team bk management — @wanderlustceo team bk creative — @hayley.gregerson bk wardrobe stylist — @rachelwaxenberg bk wardrobe assistant — natalie steinberg @nataliesteinbergg bk makeup artist — @ali.scharf bk hair stylist — @mashyourhair medic — bosco kim water truck driver — samuel mckee rain fx — raul deleon rain fx — davier therrien production assistant — @coolsiete production assistant — @ceceish production assistant — @jacktatar production assistant — @soyariannalemus production assistant — dylan fautt bts — @p.thechemist editor — @ethan.scripted vfx — @zekefaust colorist — @brianchrls additional editing - @callaird lyrics: i let you treat me bad cause i hate myself there’s a screw or two loose everybody can tell is your Lexapro working? you haven’t called me in months just say you made a mistake and you regret what you’ve done i’d forgive you if you come back you know i love when it ends like that when it ends like that i love to blame myself it’s all on me when it goes to hell but this time i don’t think that’s true yeah this time i think that you really fucked up a good thing i’m done begging you to love me i’m not perfect, not ever but i still deserve better yeah i still deserve better i deserve, i deserve, i deserve i deserve better than a narcissist when we’re screaming at each other god i live for this why am i saying i’m sorry again you’re so sweet in my head but you’re not how i dreamt you i’d forgive you if you come back you know i love when it ends like that when it ends like that i’d forgive you i always do i’d scratch and bite and bleed for you for you i love to blame myself it’s all on me when it goes to hell but this time i don’t think that’s true yeah this time i think that you really fucked up a good thing i’m done begging you to love me i’m not perfect, not ever but i still deserve better yeah i still deserve better i deserve, i deserve, i deserve yeah i still deserve better i deserve, i deserve, i deserve help me make sense of it or tell me what i did wrong i just wanted to love you i just wanted to talk can you tell me can you say it’s not my fault it’s not my fault it’s not my fault it’s not my fault it’s not my fault it’s not my fault it’s not my fault it’s not my fault it’s not my fault it’s not my fault it’s not my fault it’s not my fault it’s not my fault it’s not my fault It’s not my fault it’s not my

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